Time.

I wish I could tell somebody how troubled I am inside.
It's like, for all the times I have frowned... I just wanna give myself and everyone I meet along the way a smile.

I wish I could beg for the time to run fast when times go rough...
I wish I could let time slow down whenever I feel happy, smiling, talking and laughing with them.
I wish I could always have time for things I want to do, more than the things that I needed to do.

I wanna know if there's someone who could understand my mind... my heart... my soul... the real person I am.
I have hidden myself from all the people around... thinking that I could only be the one who could understand... or trying to understand the person I have become.

I would always wanna feel the sunshine.
I would wanted to be at peace with myself all the time.

I don't wanna be selfish.
I don't wanna be a burden to anyone.
I know we all carry weights on our own.

I wish I could hug someone... and cry... and just cry.
I wish there is someone who could slap my face to wake me up.

Please pull me up...
from where I have let myself down.